Barney died on 05/28/09 THursday. I don't know the time...or whatever..but I just feel that i need to post this. I was having the perfect day! I got TWO pictures with Jared Harlan...and his phone number!!! I go Taylor Swift tickets (front row)...only to come home and learn not even two hours later that my dog had died. I pet him when i walked through the door. He wouldn't come inside, so i left him out there. When i got out of my shower and i walked downstairs, my mom told me he died. I've had that dog since i was 3! My aunt told us that he was walking around town that night taking his rounds to all of the neighborhood houses, and when it is late and my family isn't home, he usually sleeps at her house. That night he wouldn't stay. He kept getting up and going to the door and comingg to our house. and then eventually going back to her house. We got home around 11:30. Thats when i pet him because he was breathing hard, offered to let him inside, and he wouldn't go. So i left him. My dad stayed with him though. Then he threw up blood...and died. It was pretty fast. But somewhere inside of me. I know he knew he was going to die, and he waited for us to come home, so he could see us one last...time. Oh and then the next day at school everyone wanted to watch Marley and Me and got mad when the teacher said "no" because one of my friends told her....If only they knew. I haven't even seen his grave yet because i'm...afraid to go down there. My other dog is a wreck. he was so attached to him. she won't eat or come to anyone but me or my sister. She keeps looking for him, but doesn't realize....

anyway....longgg message. Just had to let it out :[